How did things ended up this way
Everything is in such a mess.
Everything used to be normal...
Give us some time.
We cant just suddenly smile at you after what u all have done to us.
but yes we are letting it go....

thank you:)

I dont know dont ask me what is wrong
I know i shouldn't be emoish because there's nothing to be sad abt.
Yes it's probably me. I let my guard down again and just let myself be me.
I think i made the same mistake again.
Why is pretending that there's nothing wrong seem so hard.
Just so tired of all this drama. Wanna hide somewhere.

maybe i did sth wrong
somehow it's affecting me.
gah few more months and i'll be out of this hell.
till then, 忍

^^


It's in the air
There is something wrong
the problem is i dont know what exactly is wrong

and i did that...
things always turn out this way i guess....
i'm still thankful i got the easy way....
i'm the bad guy yet none is scolding me...
thank you... is all i have to say